My very first blog...Well here I'm, after almost 2 years from HEAVEN OF DREAMS aka COLLEGE.After graduation in 2003, I headed towards my new chapter of life CAREER. With all great dreams in my mind about this new world(wonder if its CAREER or CARRIER Of lifeless moments huh...). Landing in Mumbai for the first time was a nightmare in itself. Life went on making me feel for missing those wonderful times.I know I would get words of maturity - 'Come on mate..Life is full of changes'.But little do they realise that the same haunting memories are riding out mad in their minds too. Still you never feel thats life is changing seasons without any shades of the past.
So packing all those utopic screenshots flashing across ma mind, I went on with my professional life where its all about lifeless work and people which we call as career maturity & convince ourselves.Entering the corporate phase, working out day n night with lifeless machines, typing out millions n millions of code daily .The same routine life picks up in rocket speed wherein in some stage we forget 'Are we one among the machines setup in our works??'.In this LOST WORLD , we tend to grow and make money at the cost of losing great life moments to be enjoyed with ppl around Us. Going on having lifeless emotionless verbal workings with the dumb-heads mite one day make us inside The Lost World. Not much with excitement, the only breaking and encouraging thing was that even when I was heading towards a LIFELESS LIFE , i did earn something valuable. A pack of good souls who were there all throught my professional years - providing an outlet to all my joys n merries, cries n laughs - I got a shoulder to cry , an arm to cling when support was needed , a foot to walk along with on my way , eyes to give me confidence via vision . Its just that we dont accept the hard-to-digest reality that we are growing old ( of course older n older ) with more responsibilites, more burdens more reality scenes. Its just ME ( r its U ) who blogs out the visionary thought that WHERE AM I HEADING TO??. Life is giving what you need @ all times , bt its in our hands to see that we have it or not.Dont you ever think that the LIFE encompassing us is what we intend to control or is it the other way around? Thats the tough call to make n I know each 1 have their versions of it.
Days pass by , months pass by , years are born , calendars gets torned, all happens but does your life gets better n better?. But then if we dont even put down some minutes or even smaller secs to flash on these thoughts that sparkle all the time we think of LIFE , then what is LIFE? - Well I sometimes think that LIFE is Live It Fully with Enjoyment. But do i see it right from my mind or its from my heart. I did hear to my HEART sometimes ( mebbe my mistake !!) and went ahead to see that if im really LIVING r EXISTING???Well thats a tough call to make in vry1s life.
For me I didn't feel bad to say that I LIVED until I was in the ever-green fantasy College Life but then i think i might have turned to be EXISTING and of course earning for my EXISTENCE ( hope i make some sense out here). After all those marathons for money, fame and existence into the world of nothing but lifeless possessions. Was this intended to go ahead like this in our lives or we really misssing out something that meant to be done?. Well answers might prop out when we sit down and think of it rather than say 'No Time...Have work' n thats so not fair enough to fool ourself ..to be noted - Im into this too. These questions arouse in me when i just sit down thinking what am i doing now? well other than typing n typing with dumb machines, whats going on in my life? . Well as we all agree - asking '?' are easy , answering them Well mite take even a life. We might now be excelling as architects , administrators , for that matter any level of work , but are we there 'WHERE WE NEED TO BE? WHERE WE WANT TO BE?'.
Well asking these questions myself, sometimes make me laugh @ myself. But sure I now feel that its "better late then never". But still answers are out there in the vast n strange world of life. Finding them is all in our hands, after'll its our LIFE. Do find it and Live you Life n let me google it for myself :).Though you might think that no fruitful thoughts prop out of this discussions , well thats one side of our life which we can imagine easily . But then thats not life in complete. LIVING LIFE LIVELY is a big challenge against us. Yet once we tackle it with few trick shots - optimism , straight thinking , knowing WHO R U n WHAT U WANT - that challenge is nothing not a simple password to life to enjoy to its limit. Life mite come with surprise packages - it depends on us - to take it with smiles or worry upon the setbacks...
Well Im sure reading this the first thing that mite go in your mind mite be - WHAT DOES IT FINALLY BOIL DOWN. But giving it a thot mite change our lifes between the thin line of LIVING r EXISTING.Is LIFE all about searching MEANING OF LIFE? then when shall we live it ?????????????????????????????
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You know how I found this blog? By going to Google and typing "Existing but not living." I graduated college almost three years ago, got a job, and now just find myself existing. My job isn't even the career I wanted. Just something I fell into and haven't had the motivation to change. "Pay's the bills" is what I say. But what happened to the pretty pictures I had in my head when I set out to live in "the real world?" I have been thinking with each new week, month, or year, how nothing has changed. Of course, things have changed around me, but nothing personally other then a higher salary has changed for me. So how does one go about LIVING instead of just existing? I would love to find the answer to that. I would love to live my life again, be satisfied personally, and find the job I saw in my mind when I left college.
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