Loneliness - Doom or Boom

The very word of being LONELY - brings in a unknown feeling and a kinda hesitation in ourself. What exactly does happen when we are lonely - does our mind relax - does our nerves calm down and refreshes themself - do we think of who We r . Well i would say thats when actualy our mind is more confused , with millions and millions of qns in our mind . The state of being lonely - where its jst U Vs Urself . Is it a war field for conflicts of thoughts or a heaven where mind and souls relaxes to replenish U. Is it a Doom of darken thoughts or Boom of realising ourselves??? Well thats the play card today..

Whenever I feel or rather be lonely - a unusual feeling haunts me - wait should i say haunt me or rather be a diff feeling - a diff thot asking lots n lots of qns in my mind n heart . Do I need to take being lonely as - a place to find ME in myself , a playground to play with my thoughts about self realisation - or do i look it as a haunted hell where millions n millions of questions all encompass me without even allowing me to answer them 1 by 1. How we do envision this strange situation - LONELINESS. Well vrything in our life needs to be taken +vely .. Well i take them as that because the net result of being haunted or frightened by negative thots n visions r nothing but loss of priceless moments in our life which could have been spent with enjoyment and fun. Well thats for another blog ;) lol.

Well though I feel that being lonely is not my kinda thing to do . I might fool myself that I cannot stay alone or think alone , being lonely do teaches something . Its our inner mind thats got to resolve of wat its trying to teach us and it what sense does it tell that. Weel while all had plans for christmas , my friend had to go to visit his friends for 10 days vacations which forcibly put me into HOME ALONE - CAST AWAY - for 10 whole days . I just was scared of the very thot of it. But then as 2 days passed , I saw it as a oppurtunity to replenish myself , re-invent myself - to be quite useful u know. Being loenly of cours puts in a state of trauma in the initial state but then when you settle down it gives u to see the world arnd U in a diff dimension. The place where its all about U n only U - where you can sit back , relax and think what all you have thought happened in your life - a quick recheck of our thots with our checklists in mind - to see if we are leading our life in the right track.

Watching TV , cooking , cleaning houses , listening to music - these are ways of killing time when u r alone - but then why do u wanna kill time when u can live with it . Its all in our thots and how we visualise ourself being lonely. I just re-invented myself jst a few hours back when i got to read some of others' blogs and some scraps in orkut. Well i think why cant i pen down my thots so that some day i mite view them n say "wow man..u did hv brains to think this all "... Thats when i wanted to live my time rather than killing them with some other things.

Is it just being alone - a Doom where U have nothing to think about and just sit back haunted back with wierd thots n feelings and not being yourself - or its a Boom for you to re-invent urself - discover WHO WE R - well this question is for each of us to answer ( doesn't need to be alone to answer this lol ). This day - This hour do made me think of wats the essence of loneliness n Im thankful to give it a thought.

Well next time U r alone - just think am i going to take this as a DOOM or a BOOM...

THE QUESTION AND ITS ANSWER LIES IN YOUR INNER HEART.LISTEN - TALK - SHARE - DECIDE WITH YOUR THOUGHTS - who knows U mite come out of urself - a NEW U. ciao